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今天有点给耍了的感觉。不爽！


u lied to me again and again.I should be treated like this?
I will never leave u along.but could u please treat me better?
U had never treat me as ur boy-friend.
the way u treat me is worse than that to ur cat!
All i need is alcohol.more alcohol.

if u had treated me better , i think i must be more painful.
Some of my friend said that u and me should broke up.
but i couldn't leave u along

there is a dick in my brain,u f^ck in my head.
u rule me,and also ruin me.

I got nothing from u today.
I didnt phone u today.
I went swimming with some children from the fencing group today.
I chated to the same person today.
I couldn't be myself all the time.

Maybe Xr used to met the same problem.But at least,maybe SOm hadn't treat her like this.
Things just for maybe.

Anyway.both of Tn&Xr is good girl.
I wish all of u could be happy.even i am insane hurt.
Tn, u ruined me.just like the earthquake hit the earth.
destroy everything.
U had me,and u ruled me,however u ruined me now.
If u feel happy,just go ahead and let it be.

还英语啊 华扑死

看不懂的可以别看。本来日记就是隐私。吹啊。

4 children in the team came to my house today.
we r so happy. Monkey is so cute,if i had a sister just like her,i will be so fu~king happy.
Maybe i will take her out everyday.I think most friend of mine will like a girl just like her.

there is still no message today.I didnt phone.
'cause i konw that maybe u will shut the cell.

tomorrow,there r still many lovely children around me

Few hours ago i phoned u .but u missed it.
whatever,U had me.
I am urs.

Today i didnt phone u .
My lunch was KFC.
My computer get into a troublesome condition.
I dont know whether u r back too ST.
I miss u.
I didn't chat to Xr today.She got missing.

- -.上我这来卖弄英语

I didnt phone 4 3days.how is everything going.
when will u be back to st.u didnt phone me even a meeeage.
we just like people growing up together,we know each other so well.
Last time I was so angry to said the dirty word, and u sent me back"sorry honey."
i melted just like the ice-cream lying down in the sun.
Is that true?will u treat me just like what u sent,or just lied to me again.
I know things we did never like a lovely couple.
but i wish to get the damn things changed.

大爱！
I got a very good website to listen to the music.
lots of song made by locrimosa.
the key of all the song just like the deep sorrow in my heart.
u just like sb complete  unknow.

But in the daytime i was so depress.i have nothing to do.
no swimming.no speaking,but sleeping.
i think i am wasting my life.
I wanna get sth to do.sth worth doing.
sometimes i feel like i don’t have anything in this world.
gradually i feel tired.u r not being with,even u r my girl.
one month later,u r in Peking.
miles form here,miles form me.
I don't know whether u r will to keep in touch with me.
Or as the past days.Hardly to hear from u.
I am worrying about ur health.the terrible weather in Peking may make u feel sick.
the horrible coldness and dry air in the city may bring some trouble to u

I feel sick about myself.why i couldn't leave u alone.
why am i willing to stand by ur side.


insane.i feel so f.cking painful,just like the gun shot in my brain and my heart.
i got bleeding.i couldn't even breath when i got sick.
but u r still on ur own.

Updated my blog.
Yesterday i phone u with an unhappy ending.
whatever.
I am wondering whether i love u.sorry.
10% for no.

tonight there is a party.there r many people i hadn't see 4 long time.

I hadn't phone her for few days.
and there is no message from her either.
i think we will pass the hard time.
Xr and her bf r arguing for sth,and may be break up.
i don't know what to say.just try to make things funny.
hehe.
Xr is a lovely beautiful girl with a charming character.
And if she being unhappy with her bf.
it make me feel like sth wasting.
hehe

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